I am taking the Endone at the moment as well as some other weird drugs because of the pain. My demons are haunting me and I am not sure how to handle it, I definitely don't need to see a shrink, probably just a bunch of steed riders who have more of an understanding than some college kid with a degree on paper and never ridden a bike in there life. My nightmares I just can't control, it keeps playing back in my mind what I did, pisses me off I can't just move on, like it keeps telling me that I should of done something different I don't know. I've gone for a walk but can't get far without being in too much pain. I guess its only a few days and I am already trying to achieve the impossible and just need to rest more. Thanks for your advice everyone.