A tiny woman, sitting with her husband at a sparkling white Formica table onto which sandwiches had just been deposited, stood up.
"C mon, honey, Til take you down to the pump and you can use my card."
"No, I'm interrupting. Please, sit down, finish your lunch, I can wait."
"No, no, it's not going anywheres. C'mon, I've done this for others before, and I can certainly do it for you." Pat was in her late fifties with twinkling green eyes, carefully arranged hair, green slacks, and a white sweater so spotless it glowed in the misty afternoon light. At five feet three inches I towered a good head above her, but she seemed a woman who, for whatever she lacked in stature, more than made up for it in warmth and kindness. At the pump she ran her card through and we talked about her part of Kansas and my desire to see the country as I ran a little less than two dollars' worth of gas into Lucy's tank. I asked if she had ever done any travelling around the States.
"No," Pat said. "I'm not one of those travelling folks, going here and there. I like it here, the furthest I been away from Logan is Colby, and I don't want to go anywheres else. Some people they go here, they go there, but me, I like to stay home, and I've never really wanted to go and see... you know... the Grand Canyon ... or Las Vegas." The pump stopped. I screwed the cap back on the tank and reached for my wallet.
"Now you put that away," Pat said. "What is it, all of two dollars? I'm not going to take that from you." She wished me good luck, told me to be careful, stepped back into her white Cutlass to drive up the street to where her lunch waited. I pulled my driving gloves back on, watching her taillights and thinking about the people who spent years, and sometimes their entire lives, searching the world for what Pat knew she had in Logan, Kansas: an understanding of place, a sense of belonging.
Breaking The Limit Karen Larsen p46-7